“Atelophobia” Who made this word? Who created this perfect description for why I feel so hurt? Perfectionist.. or afraid of what I won’t be? Crazy how what’s not real will still haunt me. “Atelophobia” This is so absurd It’s as if someone climbed into my mind and described what they heard.
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visibility
I promise that this is not just about posting my naked body I promise that this just means more to me I promise that word keeps coming around You know.. “serenity” I promise that this is about loving my freedom My insecurities uncertainties I embrace them.. certainly I wish you were there to see TheContinue reading “visibility”
Peace for a Piece
I have never gotten so much peace, in return for giving a piece of me Now I feel free You’ve stripped me Showed me this new recipe You make me uncomfortable You are undeniable Unforgettable The most impressive thing… You’re unlike anything I’ve ever seen Please Stick around.. open up to me Let me doContinue reading “Peace for a Piece”
We rule
Like a thief in the night with the way You stole my heart A kid with a kite with the way we ran so far Lunatic with a knife the way we ended with scars A black woman with rights for how proud we are How we went to war Found each other and discoveredContinue reading “We rule”
“Bad News” June 04 2017 4:20am
Alone in my thoughts.. as I suffocate Drowning in my tears struggling to keep my face straight Gasping for air as everything in my chest caves You owe explanation for things you’ve said Because every lie, now surrounds my head As cause for every tear I shed Is this what I’m worth to you? I’veContinue reading ““Bad News” June 04 2017 4:20am”
Affirmation
Peaceful meditation music Hot shower on Look in the mirror as I turn my powers on I Undress her Open wider and express to her I Notice every part of her Hug her Caress her God is in me.. So I bless her She see’s insecurity I see beauty I uncover her Discover her TouchContinue reading “Affirmation”
Different Worlds
I started out in this world. Tight. Restricted. The people in that world would tell me what to believe in. I just felt that something was missing. I rebelled. To go against the grain set me free. I began to feel more things happening, inside of me. I began to feel like my body andContinue reading “Different Worlds”
Post meditation 05/27/20 6:28am
Today I will experiment with freedom I will Freely express my feelings and emotions Nothing will provoke me because I am truly at peace My piece of mind.. no one can take away from me So I will hold onto that Some will tell me I’m wrong for that They will go on with thatContinue reading “Post meditation 05/27/20 6:28am”
The voice
There’s only one voicebut make it stop I just want to see what my body does Only one noise but cause it’s there, we look back and we call it “us” That leaves me one choice But it also just leaves me curious I just want to move without negotiation I want to see whatContinue reading “The voice”
Reassurance
You love.. how loving me makes you feel You love.. that my touch makes you feel real Then you hide from me Come to me with lies for me There’s a whole lot of irony I tell you to keep it real You tell me this life isn’t real I tell you how lies won’tContinue reading “Reassurance”
