The cult

I sit pretty.. for perfect imagery Strip me down of my integrity  Take away my right to feel.. what I must believe  You’ve shut my mind and thrown the key  You tell me what I can and can’t see You tell me I’m free because I’ve forgotten what that means  You’ve been so close withContinue reading “The cult”

Adam and Eve 09.30.2015

“Like being in a dream or something, there’s truth but no logic” Holding me together, but so gravely toxic Killing me softly, but feeding me hope Desiring my heart.. where there’s control Created to allow you to control me And you keep warning.. that you are no control freak  I am lost.. trapped with yourContinue reading “Adam and Eve 09.30.2015”

I prefer honesty 08.22.19 12:55am

Roses are red, they say that violets are blue Don’t want to tell me the truth?  Well that’s on you I see through you and would never lie to you Can we be real? I can see your heart, it needs to heal When we met, I branded myself… “caretaker” In so many ways, you’veContinue reading “I prefer honesty 08.22.19 12:55am”

Why do we feel entitled to love from certain people? … Free me

Although you’re not around, you’re always here Rather I like it or not, you’re here more than the rest You are embedded deeply, into my flesh Some of my ways derive from you Even though I’ve cried for you, more than you knew  No matter how many times you’ve walked out my mental door WhenContinue reading “Why do we feel entitled to love from certain people? … Free me”

June 2016.. Real love

In love with you, though we never officially metAddicted to you..figuratively my non existing cigaretteI constantly think of you..Day by DayYou bring tears to me in your own non existing little wayI picture you..because my mind is resoluteBut why this happened..I just cant computeIf we ever met..I could never explain..But I feel like you getContinue reading “June 2016.. Real love”

September 28, 2015 3:04am. Me and you.. Eclipse

An eclipse is something strong.. something powerful..Obscure It’s really a beautiful thing if you look at it my way..Really both physically and emotionally .. When I first learned what an eclipse was..8th grade staring into my science book encapsulated ..It was beautiful to me, the first thing I thought was that the Moon covers theContinue reading “September 28, 2015 3:04am. Me and you.. Eclipse”

July 1, 2015 “No one notices, because I’m still strong”

How many times have I felt sick to my stomach and no clue why How many times have I searched for answers..From a beautiful Blue sky  How many times have I been ill Compared to how many times it actually dawned on me How many times have I wanted to Vomit, Because I felt thatContinue reading “July 1, 2015 “No one notices, because I’m still strong””

October 21, 2016 Love is cute

If a kiss could speak..the depth of my love for you, we would be locked forever If a hug could whelm the way you whelm my heart We would always be stuck together Is this real? These things called feelings That if you abuse..has a complex process of healing I can’t get over..the rush IContinue reading “October 21, 2016 Love is cute”

To enjoy the best things in life, you must first open your mind.

I’m poetically yours, I belong to you You impelled me to subject to you Well close my mouth and open my eyes My mind is already open Just be gentle, my heart has been broken Still a little shaken in the moment I’ll  be careful So addictive and so potent You can’t let go, fallContinue reading “To enjoy the best things in life, you must first open your mind.”