July 1, 2015 “No one notices, because I’m still strong”

How many times have I felt sick to my stomach and no clue why

How many times have I searched for answers..From a beautiful Blue sky 

How many times have I been ill

Compared to how many times it actually dawned on me

How many times have I wanted to Vomit,

Because I felt that it would set me free

Give me control because nothing else ever goes my way

Maybe this time my pride and integrity could stay

How many times have I self destructed because I couldn’t run

How many of you noticed and cared? Just one

How many times did I thank him for giving me something to lean on

How many times did I ignore him, well aware that I was wrong

How many times a day do I go from great, to awful, confused.. Or sad

I feel them all and they mix.. It gets bad

I don’t want to count all the bad and forget the good

I have to continue to focus.. I know I should

My life is slowly molding..I see the formality 

Sit back and watch my Dreams turn to reality  

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: